I'm sorry. I can only say it so many ways...

[Seven]

I hadn't forgotten that Pete, I understand time hasn't healed anything. As I said, those were selfish actions made in unclear, childish thinking with the influence of others, simply from being immature with a lack of respect for people who put so much time into something. My view on that as I've said has now changed drastically in favor of TC as a community and product, however but I see your view on me still hasn't changed. Thank you for an expected, painful, but fair response.

I had many chances with numerous occasions of dispute between players and admins, all of which I regret as well as the final nail in the coffin of my access to your servers. Maybe you and the staff would be willing to give me one final opportunity, I hope that you can even try to believe that I am not that person anymore, I genuinely respect TC and even keep me on a short leash; I'd be grateful and I would not let you down at all. Should I cross you again just get rid of me once and for all.

Many of the community replies here know the story and are willing to accept me one last time, but of course they don't make the final decision. I'm still in touch with a few players and even staff of TC who would likely vouch for my return having known the mature me, but it's your call at the end of it.

Obviously I'd prefer that narrow final chance of coming back with the understanding that even the slightest step out of line you would get rid of me at once, no warnings, no more chances, even no more appealing - game over. Would that be even slightly doable?